Last weekend I was having trouble going to sleep because I slept a lot during the day. It was the last day of my weekend and I went to bed early. But I had a lot of trouble falling asleep. For most of the night I found myself in a half-awake, half-asleep state.
Eventually I fell asleep and went into a dream. I found myself inside of a building. I remember seeing a black man and a white woman. I thought very little of them. To be quite frank with you, I saw the woman as a mayatera. I ignored both of them. I couldn't care less about them.
As I walked through the hallway, which was mostly barren concrete I realized that I was in the astral. My dream became lucid.
I remembered how walking through doorways, windows, or some sort of opening leads into another world. I turned right and walked through a doorway. But to my dismay I found myself in an enclosed area. Absolutely nothing worth writing home about. It was enclosed by concrete walls on all four sides.
I decided to turn back around and walk in the opposite direction. There was a doorway at the other end of the hall. I walked through it and discovered that it led onto an open balcony. I walked out and looked around. Again I was disappointed. I didn't see the lush green fields and lush green shrubbery and trees as I usually do. Instead I saw dry grass as far as the eye could see. The scene looked just like our East Bay Hills during the drought that we were having. The usually lush green hills were dry as a bone. Dry grass as far as the eye could see.
In my disbelief I turned my sight to the left and there I began to see lush green hills. They were covered in green grass and I could make out many green trees. It really was starting to look a bit like a jungle but the strangest thing is that I saw many wild cats on the hillside. I saw lions, tigers, and other great cats. Somewhere in the center I saw a battle going on between some of those cats. I couldn't tell who those cats were but they were all great cats. Meaning lions, tigers, cougars, etc.
I observed the scene for a moment and then turned my attention back towards my right. I refocused my sight back to where I had seen the hills of dry grass. And to my surprise they began to turn lush and green. The greenness seemed to be spreading from the left to the right. As I stood there on the balcony I saw the dryness in front of me begin to turn lush green.
This is what I normally see when I'm in the astral. Lush greenery everywhere. Beautiful iridescent colors.
As I stood there the thought of giving a little jump (as Samael Aun Weor has instructed) came to mind. I decided against it because I was well aware that was on a balcony. A very high balcony. And I realized that if anything went wrong it would be a very long plunge to the bottom.
But as I stood there I kept feeling the sensation of being pulled. That pulling sensation was so strong that I had to resist it. I can't really explain how I resisted it, just know that I resisted it. But eventually I gave in and I allowed the pulling sensation to take me. It took me clear off the balcony and high into the air. I was pulled off the balcony flown high above the ground and forward.
I felt myself float through the air. I became aware that I was floating in the air and simply took it in stride. Meaning, I just went with the flow. I flew through the air. I flew, or floated, hundreds of yards. Eventually I touched ground. Gently. I touched ground laying down. Yes, I found myself laying down. I was aware of where I was. I was aware of the lush greenery all around me.
Strangely I still felt the tugging, pulling sensation. As I lay there on the ground I felt the tugging. The pulling. Eventually the pulling brought me back to my physical body and I found myself back in my bed. Laying down in the same position I was laying down in that lush green field in the astral.
